Offering hope to those on the path behind me

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Open to New Possibilities

I have been reading the book “The Artist’s Way” by Julia Cameron with a few friends. It has been a slow going process. We don’t meet every week, in fact, it has taken us almost an entire year to get through 9 chapters. But what started as an exercise to help me “tell my story” has evolved into so much more.

I started this blog to tell my story. Then my husband got sick and it became our story (which it really was all along anyway). After 10 months, he passed away and I started writing a little more about grief and the healing process.

I’m excited to share with you that with the help of my Artist’s Way friends, and some other very unexpected events, I am working on a new project. I have been shown some new possibilities for a way to express what I have been wanting to share with the world (or at least with those who need to find hope when all else seems lost).

This new project is fiction, however, like most things people write about, it is based on things I have learned along the way through my cancer diagnosis, my husband’s cancer and death, and my journey of healing through grief.

I cannot express how excited I am about this new path that I feel is being laid before me.

I hope to share just a few gems along the way as I travel down this path.

Today’s gem came to me as I was doing a writing exercise exploring the antagonist- Grief.

Grief is a Bully. When you are in the midst of grief, it will butt in at the least opportune time and take control of a situation.

I am 49. There. I said it (or wrote it). And still I don’t know what I want to be when I grow up.

I have friends who have found their passion. They are excited about what they are doing and they know their Why. It makes me wonder if I missed something along the way. I don’t have a passion and I apparently don’t have a strong enough Why.

Don’t get me wrong. I have lots of talents.

In college, I was scolded by my Calculus professor for not majoring in math

 photo credit: Calculus via photopin (license)

Instead, I majored in accounting because I thought that was what I was supposed to do. Each semester I would tell myself “If I get in A in this class, I will continue to major in accounting.” That must have been a sign that I was doing the right thing because I was good at it and got good grades. Right?

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